Rising Above

So I got the job, I really loved it I was working it. The job is in the next state over but just over the line. I figured I needed a car so, I got one. The day I signed for the car I went to work, I was informed that my hours were cut. Now, I am working to pay the car note. Can't afford gas some weeks. Really,wow it took so long to find the job. I am trying to stay strong it is tough.
God is the only thing keeping me going. I know I am to trust in him and not rely on my understanding of the problem. I need to pray in the spirit that is my focus right now. Dear Lord, I want to pray in the spirit. I just don't know what is stopping me. I have been told it is a choice. Release me from my worldly limitations, in Jesus' mighty name, Amen.